Misunderstanding towards me

I guess most of the time people would take me as a friendly and nice person. That explains why I am sometimes taken advantage of =_=". Wukakaka.... stop showing that disbelief face.

I am a person who is lazy to explains herself when it comes to chaos. Normally I will just take it as it is and let people say what they want to say. Unless that person matters a lot to me. But still, I normally speak up once or twice and that's it. I believe that time will proves itself.

However, I learn that this style maybe "cool", but is not advisable. This is where misunderstandings and assumptions will occur. With my limited knowledge of boombastic or colourful words to use, sometimes things turned up worse when I tried to explain or clarify. Maybe that's another reason I choose to remain silent or be a person of few words when arguement, accusations or negativity occurs. Sometimes I think that just by keeping quiet, and let your opponent(s) cool down or after a period of time, the problem(s) will just disappear or forgotten.

I think this serves both as a strength and weakness. It is how and when to use it at the right time(s) and to the right person(s) that matters the most.

But really I am mostly just LAZY to explain myself, unless it really goes up my nerves and cross my line.

I am the everything-yes-and-very-capable employee in work, a filial daughter at home, an excellent partner in relationship, a great friend in friendship.... WUKAKAKAKAKA.... okay-lar, just kidding, but let me just syiok sendiri okay?

I just want to tell people who I cared for and I will care for in the future (errr... people who will be entering in my life), that my style maybe incorrect or inappropriate, but mostly my intentions are good. I ask for forgiveness if I offended anyone along the way. I will improve myself as a person who will be more spoken out (I guess), providing more assurance (hopefully) and stay as sweet or sweeter in the future (feel like slapping myself, wukakaka).

Last but not least, I want to tell my family, my bee and my friends - I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! Except my company and boss. Wukakakakaka....

Perhaps today once again my workload is getting into my head, and it makes me think of life itself... so I am writing this post of random thinking :)

Sekian, terima kasih.